I have begun writing 3 or 4 different times this afternoon, erasing my words after a few brief sentences. My thoughts were incomplete and mostly of the less than positive or uplifting nature.
A good part of this is anchored in some unresolved decisions that I find on my plate today. They have been accumulating for over a eek. They have effected my sleep patterns, my food protocols as well as my general state of being. The mere fact that they have been this disruptive to me should be a sure sign that something is amiss and must be dealt with.

I have for the most part committed to putting these decisions aside until the early part of next week.
My hopes are that after a full week of analysis and a weekend away from dealing with them,I will be of clear mind and conscience when I finally do come to grips with them.
Easier said than done!
The whole thing is exhausting. 
Which is why, to be fair to myself, no rash choices or decisions will be made.
The exhaustion is just one ore tell tale sign.
One that I am acutely aware of and will address by retiring early this evening.
I am off to finish preparing dinner and then plan to shut down for the night.
Enjoy!