Day 25
How am I doin'?
Don't ask!
Oh , okay, it's not all that bad.
I am still in the process of weeding through the distasteful tasks that I have surrounding me and this is clouding up my blue skies.
Like ripping off band-aids, once it is done with I am sure the pain will disappear and I can move on.
Day 25 on the program and all is well enough.
So we keep at it!
 Remember when I said I had something to share with you. Here goes.
I am trying to figure out what it is I am supposed to be doing with all of this stuff I am collecting and gathering. Stuff like knowledge,experience,and expertise.
I read and listen to personal growth gurus. My head is full of their valuable contributions. It is stimulating and enlightening.
Great....now what do I do with that?
Along the way, in my daily writings I have collected hundreds and hundreds of quotes and sayings all stored away for future use.
When?
Where?
How?
Why?
I have over 1000 journal entries. Some are even pretty insightful
Nu? as we say in Yiddish.
What good can I do with them?
I am still sitting on 3 or 4 absolutely awesome messages that I would like to share, perhaps as books.
Again....Nu?
Today, my mentor John Maxwell shared some thoughts around the idea that for truly successful people, life is always about climbing up hill. It's not about standing on top of the hill. It's the everyday effort of making your way up that hill.
I'm not just bored. I'm not just restless.
It just feels unnatural to have this library and not be putting it to use.
It's like having a vault full of cash for a rainy day. 
What if it never rains?
Fruit will not stay fresh forever.
Eat it.
Share it.
Before it spoils or rots.
There must be a purpose for all of this stuff.
And it would certainly be a shame if I can't figure out how to use it.
Shabbat Shalom!