Time to say goodbye

“How lucky I am to have something that makes saying goodbye so hard.”

A.A. Milne (Winnie-the-Pooh)

 After my post yesterday,it has become apparent that it is time for me to say goodbye.

The story ends here.

I have shared well over 2000 musings with you over the last 7 years.

It was pointed out to me that in the past few weeks,my writing has grown angrier and angrier.

Of course this is not what I want or who I want to be.

Unfortunately,I am at a loss to find the path to change that.

It saddens me to stop doing the thing that I have gifted myself that has brought me so much joy.

However,joy it seems has become overwhelmed by anger.

I don't own that cabin in the woods to seclude myself in until the end of my days.

Instead, I am choosing to isolate myself by ending this relationship we have built.

I have no idea if this is the end.

I fear it very well may be.

It is for now,that much I am sure of.

When asked the question "if you could have dinner with anyone person who would that be?', I always deferred to the answer" I would love to have dinner with the man I could have been."

Unfortunately, I do not like the man I have become so dinner is out of the question.

For now,the story does end here.

“You have been my friend. That in itself is a tremendous thing.”

E.B. White (Charlotte’s Web)

Your friendship and support will always be a treasure to me.

Shabbat Shalom....L'shana Tova,,,,,,,until we meet again