In the meantime..........

Back to reality on this How Am I Doin' Friday.
Yesterday I had the opportunity to get a taste of what life can be for me.It was exciting and energizing and scar all at the same time.
That was yesterday.
Today I am in the here and now or what I like to call the "mean time". You know, when you are not quite where you want to be in that moment we say "in the meantime".
There is nothing wrong with the meantime. 
The meantime is exactly what it is supposed to be. I am where I am doing what I am doing and I am blessed to have all that I have.
Trust me, the temptation to bound off in a new and different is very real.
It is also quite unrealistic.
I have commitments. 
Commitments to my vendors, my family, my friends, my community and to myself.
I suppose I could turn my back on all of that and run off and join the circus. That's just not how I roll.
I see things through all the way to the end!
I can't ignore what I saw and experienced yesterday. Like a brass ring on a merry go round, it's hanging out there just waiting for me to grab at it.
Here's the thing, now I know it's out there. Now I have a vision as to where I can go. I will find my way. It will take some time and effort. My resources are finite. They must get prioritized and along the way, I will set aside some of them to help me make my way towards that brass ring.Eventually, I will find myself on the path towards that brass ring. As for now, I deal with the meantime!
Shabbat Shalom!