Just another day.....

I have an interview this morning. I am nervous!Not over the interview. That part is easy. I know I have one hell of a product to offer.....me!
The nervous part is the validation. From the job description that I read, this would be an awesome opportunity. I did some research and the culture and the community that these people have created is one that resonates with me.There in lies my nervousness.If I can see how well I would fit in this role, what does it say if they don't want me?
Besides the obvious financial relief that this might bring (I have no idea what this position pays),the idea that I can be part of a team , and to have the opportunity to do what I have come to enjoy doing so much is almost too good to be true. Imagine the validation!
What would it be like for some one to say"I want you!".
The obvious down side and the thing that makes me nervous is if it does not happen what does it say about me. Rejection is not something I enjoy.
I am nervous because I don't want any self doubt.
I am nervous because I believe I have a purpose.
I am nervous because I want to be wanted.
I am nervous because I don't know what despair might creep in if after all of this work,after all of what I have come to believe about myself along this Journey,someone says "Thanks but no thanks".
Yeah, I know all of the rhetoric of thinking positive and winners never think they will lose.
I also know that since day 1 when I started writing, I have never held back on saying what I am feeling. I don't whistle past the graveyard and I never turn a blind eye to what I am feeling and I never ever hold anything back when I write to you.

What will be will be. 
That I know.

I would say wish me luck. While the sentiment would be nice,I'm not sure that luck has anything to do with this.
Thanks for listening. Now I'm off.

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