"He who knows that enough is enough will always have enough."
Lao Tzu
I am a addict!
My drug of choice is not heroine or crack.
I don't drink or smoke.
My addiction probably doesn't come up very often in discussions surrounding dependencies.
Mine is quite unique.
I am addicted to doing,to creating,to accomplishing.
And as it is with most addictions, to reach my next high,I need more than I did before. And when the high happens, sustaining it takes more.
Consequently,the yearning to get high again becomes more and more pervasive and invasive.
I get antsy.
I become uneasy.
I am disquieted.
It is truly unsettling.
It has been quite some time since I have gotten high.
This is leading to depression,anxiousness and probably has a lot to do with my feeling angry for long periods of time.
I need my fix!
Rehab is not an option for me.
I just have to find another high!
I am afraid that until I do, the discomfort will continue.
Maybe an intervention?
Nah....I am way past that!
I just need another fix.
Problem is,I just can't seem to find one lately!
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